It's no secret that Taylor Swift puts on a show. The pop superstar has proven that time and time again, with her record-breaking, mind-blowing Eras Tour being the ultimate display of her showmanship. And now, she's giving fans a glimpse of what life looked like once the glittery bodysuits came off and the final bow was taken with The Life of a Showgirl.
Due Oct. 3, Swift's aptly titled new album represents everything she was experiencing behind the curtain while on The Eras Tour. The 14-time GRAMMY winner flew to Sweden in between shows to work alongside Red/1989 collaborators Max Martin and Shellback, capturing the excitement of her life on and off stage.
"This album is about what was going on behind the scenes in my inner life during this tour, which was so exuberant and electric and vibrant," she explained upon announcing the project on the New Heights podcast in August. "It just comes from like the most infectiously joyful, wild, dramatic place I was in in my life. That effervescence has come through on this record."
The 12-track LP is far from Swift's first time conceptualizing what it means to be a showgirl, though. Across her two-decade career, she has written about cautionary tales of trying to make it in a fickle industry ("The Lucky One," "Nothing New") and the resilience that comes from stepping on stage ("Bejeweled," "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart"). Through it all, Swift has proven that, for her, "showgirl" isn't a character or mask she takes off — it's who she is at her core.
Ahead of the release of The Life of a Showgirl, here are nine songs where Swift steps into that role, exploring the triumphs and the tolls of a life spent on the stage.
"The Lucky One" (Red, 2012)
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Swift was on the Australian leg of the Speak Now World Tour when she wrote "The Lucky One," a song that's long been rumored to be about Fleetwood Mac frontwoman Stevie Nicks. At the time, Swift was 22 and coming to terms with what it means to follow your dreams.
"It kind of expresses my greatest fear of having this not end up being fun anymore, having it end up being a scary place," she explained in a track-by-track for Red. "Some people get there, some people end up there. It's a story song, and it's something I'm really proud of because it kind of goes to a place that I'm terrified of."
On the track, Swift details a story of a star who pursued her dreams, had secrets exposed, and was replaced by "young things" when she fell from grace. When discussing the track, Swift spoke about these fears further. "There's the microscope that's always on you. The camera flashes, the fear that something you say will be taken the wrong way, and you'll let your fans down," she said. "There's the fear that you'll be walking down the street and your skirt will blow up and you'll be in the news for three months."
Swift's heroine in the track trades in a life in the limelight for one that's more secluded, something she says, "It took some time, but I understand it now/ 'Cause now my name is up in lights/ But I think you got it right." Still, Swift admits that the trade-off — singing her songs on stage — is worth every negative thing that comes with being a performer.
Looking back, "The Lucky One" precedes the same thoughts, fears and anxieties around fame that Swift would reckon with 12 years later on The Tortured Poets Department's "Clara Bow," in which she name-drops Nicks (more on that song later). On the Eras Tour in Dublin in June 2024, Swift performed a mashup of "The Lucky One" and "Clara Bow" as a gift to Nicks, who was in attendance that night, further hinting at the alleged inspiration behind the track.
"mirrorball" (folklore, 2020)
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Written amidst the pandemic, "mirrorball" encapsulates Swift's anxieties around staying visible, being entertaining, and the pressure to be her shiniest, most sparkly self, despite the errors she's made ("when I break, it's in a million pieces"). She compares herself to a mirrorball, declaring that trying to be a performer is what is most important to her ("I'm still on that tightrope/ I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me").
According to her conversation with Jack Antonoff for the folklore: long pond studio sessions, she wrote "mirrorball" right after she found out her Lover Fest shows were cancelled ("And they called off the circus, burned the disco down/ When they sent home the horses and the rodeo clowns"). She began using songwriting and storytelling as a means to cope with no longer doing what she loves: performing. "mirrorball" became a metaphor for celebrity — having to shine for entertainment even when you're broken — but Swift also wanted to show how people wear different masks for different situations.
On the very first show of The Eras Tour, the first surprise song Swift chose to perform was "mirrorball," noting that the song represents the connection she has with her fans and how she longs for that connection when she's off stage.
"marjorie" (evermore, 2020)
For Swift, the original showgirl was likely her maternal grandmother, Marjorie Finlay, who was an opera singer. The inspiration behind the evermore track "marjorie," Marjorie passed away in 2013 when a 13-year-old Swift was on a trip to Nashville to meet with labels. Despite young Swift not having the perspective or understanding to ask her grandmother about her life and career as a singer ("I should've asked you questions
/ I should've asked you how to be"), she has expressed that her grandmother still visits her in her dreams.
"I'd open up my grandmother's closet and she had beautiful dresses from the '60s, I wish I'd asked her where she wore every single one of them," Swift explained to Zane Lowe. "She was a singer and my mom would look at me so many times a year and say, 'God, you're just like her,' when I'll do some manners that I don't recognize as being anyone other than mine."
Swift's mother found old vinyls of Marjorie singing, inspiring her to send them to producer Aaron Dessner, who was able to incorporate some of the vocals on the track. Even if Marjorie didn't exactly get to experience her granddaughter becoming a bonafide showgirl, it's clear she was integral to Swift following her own dreams.
"Nothing New" feat. Phoebe Bridgers (Red (Taylor's Version), 2021)
A vault track on Red (Taylor's Version), "Nothing New" was seemingly written in the same mindset as Red's "The Lucky One." "Nothing New" is a reflection on the fear of losing relevance in the public eye when you're no longer novel and how fleeting youth is when you're famous.
Swift has spoken at length about Hollywood's obsession with youth, even saying that she was surprised by the success of Midnights because, at 32, she was considered a "geriatric" pop star. She doubles down on this on "Nothing New," writing "How long will it be cute/ All this crying in my room/ Whеn you can't blame it on my youth."
"Nothing New" also touches on the constant criticism young women — particularly young pop stars — experience when one is "soaring," referencing getting struck down after being paraded around as an ingenue. On the bridge, Swift and Bridgers speak about a new, innocent star that is set to take their place ("She'll know the way, and then she'll say she got the map from me") and having to accept that every performer will eventually be replaced. It's a theme Swift also explores on "Clara Bow."
"Midnight Rain" (Midnights, 2022)
It's no secret that Swift always wanted to succeed, but fans don't realize what she often had to give up to pursue her dreams. On "Midnight Rain," Swift alludes to choosing her career over a relationship, exploring the tension between her ambition and the sacrifices she's made for fame.
Throughout the track, Swift compares the simplicity of domestic life ("Picture perfect shiny family/ Holiday peppermint candy") and what her life looks like as a public figure ("Full of cages, full of fences/ Pageant queens and big pretenders/ But for some, it was paradise.") These motifs are nods to the classic "showgirl" archetype: a woman whose life is on the stage but is rarely private. Realizing that the life of a showgirl is not conducive to a typical domesticated life is a theme that other female songwriters, like her "Florida!!!" collaborator Florence Welch, have also explored in their work.
The showgirl concept is integral to "Midnight Rain" because Swift captures both the allure and the cost of being a performer for the masses. Her life, she admits, is tethered to the stage, always needing to dazzle regardless of the personal cost.
Although Swift has made peace with the relationship ending, she continues to reflect on the life she "gave away" and what she had to trade in order to be a showgirl. The outro further exemplifies this — "Sometimes we all get/ Just what we wanted ... And he never thinks of me/ Except for when I'm on TV" — hinting that that connection wasn't as important to her as her career.
"Bejeweled" (Midnights, 2022)
On "Bejeweled," Swift shifts the spotlight back to herself after feeling overlooked. Like on "mirrorball," which hints at the exhaustion one feels when needing to be entertaining all the time, "Bejeweled" is Swift choosing to perform as an act of defiance and resilience. The lyric "I can still make the whole place shimmer" is not just a playful flex, but Swift owning that performance is both her power and her armor.
The accompanying music video further emphasizes the showgirl concept. Swift, portrayed as Cinderella, is turned into a princess after being overlooked by her stepsisters. Like in "Midnight Rain," Swift chooses herself over a partner, prioritizing her own independence.
The showgirl metaphor also comes through in lyrics like "You can try to change my mind/ But you might have to wait in line/ What's a girl gonna do?/ A diamond's gotta shine." Swift acknowledges the expectation and inevitability of her life as a showgirl, and regardless of whoever tries to dim her light, she will always choose to shine. "Bejeweled" is Swift acknowledging that she can reclaim the stage for herself when she wishes to do so.
"Castles Crumbling" feat. Hayley Williams (Speak Now (Taylor's Version), 2023)
Written during the Speak Now era and released as part of Speak Now (Taylor's Version), "Castles Crumbling" serves as a precursor to fears Swift would continue to explore on later songs. On Speak Now's "Long Live," Swift uses fairytale imagery to demonstrate how her and her bandmates took on the world together ("How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you ... I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you"), but on "Castles Crumbling," similar motifs are used to show a reign that's deteriorating.
The track is framed around Swift's fear of losing the crowd's adoration and praise ("They used to cheer when they saw my face/ Now, I fear I have fallen from grace," a catastrophic blow to a performer whose identity is tied to entertaining, something she further expressed with "mirrorball." "Castles Crumbling" sits in a grey space — what happens when your performance or music is not enough to keep an audience's goodwill and that applause could end at any moment?
The song includes a feature from Paramore's Hayley Williams, who started her career around the same age as Swift. As "Castle's Crumbling" alludes, they're both aware that fame and attention is fleeting regardless of how hard you work ("My castle's crumbling down/ You don't wanna know me now"). "It's about an experience that we've both shared growing up in the public eye," Williams told Coup De Main in 2023. "I just feel very honored to get to sing about that feeling."
"Clara Bow" (The Tortured Poets Department, 2024)
On "Clara Bow," Swift looks back to the same motifs she initially explored on "The Lucky One" and "Nothing New," once again trying to make sense of why Hollywood is so fickle with women in entertainment. On "Clara Bow," she aims at an industry that wants to replace you just as fast as they embrace you.
"I used to sit in record labels trying to get a record deal when I was a little kid," Swift said in a track-by-track with Amazon Music. "And they'd say, 'You know, you remind us of' and then they'd name an artist, and then they'd kind of say something disparaging about her, 'But you're this, you're so much better in this way or that way.' And that's how we teach women to see themselves, as like, 'You could be the new replacement for this woman who's done something great before you.'"
For the song, Swift selected two women who were groundbreakers in their respective industries: the titular character Clara Bow, who was an actress who became famous in the silent film era, and Stevie Nicks. Swift called these women "archetypes of greatness" who are celebrated and then discarded. It's why Swift has prioritized taking other female artists under her wing and on the road, including Gracie Abrams and Sabrina Carpenter — and it's likely no coincidence that the latter is featured on The Life of a Showgirl's title track.
"I Can Do It With A Broken Heart" (The Tortured Poets Department, 2024)
In what is perhaps Swift's most meta song, "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart" displays her resilience while grappling with her conflating personal and private life. Similarly to The Life of a Showgirl, Swift wrote "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart" while on The Eras Tour. Within the first few months of the tour, Swift seemed to be on top of the world as she was shattering records publicly, but privately, she was struggling with an intense heartache. This juxtaposition would eventually become the crux of "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart."
On the punchy pop track, Swift is in true showgirl mode — touching on everything from faking a smile while performing to her Eras Tour outfits ("The lights refract sequined stars off her silhouette every night ... in stilettos for miles"). She even included her click track as part of the lyrics: "I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks/ 'Cause I can do it with a broken heart (one, two, three, four)."
"I Can Do It With A Broken Heart" shows the same fear Swift expressed with "The Lucky One," which is that her private life would eventually bleed into her public life. That duality and the "show must go on" mentality is the exact conceptualization behind Swift's new album. And while "I Can Do It With a Broken Heart" is the most pop-forward track on The Tortured Poets Department, Swift's reunion with Max Martin and Shellback will seemingly mark a return to her more upbeat side — and in turn, The Life of a Showgirl will be as captivating as it is cathartic.